Programs - 1999
A
Few Seed Crystals: Notes About
Writing, Responsiveness and Responsibility
by Michael J. Rosen
When students pose their perennial question, Where
do you get your ideas? I try to convince them of two things. The first
is that writers arent blessed with more or better ideas than anyone
else. We dont receive poetic ideas while the rest of the
public suffers along with pedestrian ones. We all get both varieties, the
good and bad notions. Sure, writers practice enough so that they are less
likely to spend time on the unfruitful ones. But the operant distinction
is that a writers necessary, passionate resolve ensures that no worthy
idea is ever lost to the moments passing and the mayhem of good intentions.
But there is something else from which I try to disabuse the kids. Rephrasing
their question sometimes helps: How do you put aside your ideas long
enough so that you can really imagine a story? A story is not an idea,
though it may embody several ideas. It is not an example of some bit of
personal philosophy, though after reading a completed story, such beliefs
are certain to surface. It is not an argument in a metaphorical dress. It
is, above all, a work of imagination that must engage that elusive faculty
of the imagination: A story cant be dreamt up in an instant of supposed
inspiration and then dictated to the pencil. A story must be created in
a particular mediumwords. And it must do more than recount the authors
opinion about a certain subject in hopes that a reader will agree. No, it
must convert a reader, if not to your beliefs, than at least from someone
who glances at your written page to someone who wants to read itall
of it. Its the writers job to invent a believable, convincing
story for each idea to inhabit
rather like a ghost, so that the reader
settles into the creation before being surprised by the spirit that lives
there.
And so when I think about the valiant and lofty ideas and themes that uncomfortably
fit under the rubric of social responsibility, I realize that
although I address such topics as citizen or teacher or in some other role
as public exemplar, I do not directly invite them into the writing of a
story. Again, trying to begin a story with Poverty or Inhumanity as the
sole motivating idea would get me nowhere. The topics are so harrowing,
complex, daunting that they overwhelm the imagination. I end up feeling,
Who am I to think I have anything to say about that? So, instead, I begin
with a few circumstances that are troubling or uncategorical meaning,
their topics dont begin with capital letters and arent so obvious
that they intimidate me. I bring them together on the page, so that, as
in a chemical reaction, they create a reaction
in me, and I do hope,
in a reader.
Sometimes chemists introduce a tiny sample of the product they are investigatinga
seed crystalinto their bubbling flasks, and around these small fragments,
the rest of the unformed, suspended, sympathetic particles cluster. Its
as though, without the seed crystal, the other like-minded particles would
never have figured out how to precipitate out of that murky mess. Ill
hazard this as a working model for both writing and for this issue of social
responsibility. The seed crystals, if Im lucky enough to possess any,
are those samples, housings, bits of evidence that do participate in the
making of a story, though not one of them, by itself, is enough for me to
know exactly what the story is going to be.
But those initial seeds can crystallize all the words, characters, scenes,
and images into a clear and recognizable form. Likewise, the published work
has a chance of gathering around it sympathetic responses from readers,
perhaps of even inspiring their own actions (stories, being one form of
action) from the hesitations and haziness of daily life.
This is the social responsibility I can manage, creating work that has the
potential to act as a seed crystal among readers. As for my capacity to
debate the ideas themselves, divorced from the context of the stories, its
as tenuous as my ability to write a sizable check to all the organizations
Id like to support.
When I undertook my first collaborative project, Home, I hardly
thought of myself as a hunger activist. Even now, after The Greatest
Table, Food Fight, and Down to Earth,
as well as my other involvements with Share Our Strength (SOS), one
of the nations largest private hunger relief organizations, I have
not yet accepted the term for myself. I do know a little more about the
issues surrounding domestic hunger and a lot more about the SOS-supported
programs across the nation that work toward preventing and alleviating hunger.
I havent become someone who stages protests, maintains vigilant letter-writing
campaigns with members of Congress, debates passionately, donates hours
helping cook or transport food at local shelters, or performs many of the
other roles I am grateful others do. My work for SOS has been confined
to using my own talents as a writer and editor (and board member) to work
with other talented individuals, very few of whom previ-ously identified
themselves as hunger activists. The genius of this agency has not only been
to help those people enduring the exigencies of poverty, but also to help
others cultivate their own personal varieties of social contribution. It
basically taught me to let go of the inadequacy, paralysis, inarticulateness
and sheepishness that I felt when facing the conglomeration of causes all
demanding attention,
and to find instead some pride, confidence, joy and genuine energy in the
development of my own working version of moral citizenship.
I often feel that most social problems are of the same magnitudethat
is, they are nearly all beyond my individual hope of actually eliminating,
but at the same time, they are nearly all equally able to be alleviated
by my individual contribution to a collective effort. Specifically, I count
myself lucky to have found a few chances to pledge my time. I suppose I
have become involved with hunger issues and Share Our Strength for
the simplest reasons: I was asked, then educated, then able to see myself
being of use.
It is my best hope to continue creating these seed-crystal books, both my
gathered-up anthologies with their appended philan-thropies, and those stories
that inhabit the same territory of mixed peoples and mixed feelings that
I do. And its most rewarding to know that so many teachers are able
to adapt these books into springboards for their own classs creative
projects and community involvement.
Copyright © 1999 by Michael J. Rosen
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